Archive for October 1st, 2002

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Tuesday, October 1st, 2002 at about 9:17 pm

I can’t stop posting to Blogger! It’s like a weird form of a crack addiction. I’m going on a bloggin binge. Hahaha that’s retarded. Listening to Weezer. I like about 2/3 of their songs that I have in my playlist. I should get rid of the rest. I think I will. Later. Yea, later. Always later. I’m so goddam lazy. Oh well. Ah, Jimmy Eat World. Not exactly badass, but its good enough. I really prefer nice-sounding music to mark’s hardcore stuff. I mean, its good, but I like… calmer. , that’s enough for tonight. The blogger high is waning, so I’ll go talk to people online for a little while longer, then go do… something, I dunno. Then sleep. Sleep sounds good. Or eat. Yea, eat.

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Tuesday, October 1st, 2002 at about 9:09 pm

I don’t do well with gym class. Competition in general disgusts me because of the effect it has on me, but gym class in particular. I get all nasty and mean. Someone will accidentally jostle me and I want to rip their head off. I start playing violently sometimes. I used to get kicked out of gym class for taking people down in capture the flag. I hate gym class for this reason. I know I have a problem with anger management during competition, but it’s like I’m not in control. I think “ok, calm down, who cares its just a game?” and some random faction in my brain says “shut the fuck up and let’s go trip that guy about to get the ball before the motherfuckers score again.” But they wouldn’t let me not play if I said I knew I was going to be bad or whatever. Oh well, I’m getting better, it usually doesn’t happen, it’s never been a constant thing, but it came back when we were playing on Monday. But not too strongly, and I can laugh it off most of the time. I’m hoping it’ll pass by the time I get to adulthood, or I’ll wind up one of those pissy old guys who want to pummel the shit out of something but know they can’t. Whatever, I’m probably too lazy to be one of those guys.

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Tuesday, October 1st, 2002 at about 5:19 pm

Not too much happened today. Well, a few things, but nothing that really breaks the suffocating mold of normality.

Most interestingly, Mark broke a window in Kovacs’s office. There were a bunch of us in there, then Dean came in and was told to go away. I think someone shut the door a bit. He came back a few seconds later, opening up the door, and Mark yelled something at him and threw the seat cusion he’d been toting around. Dean jumped back and closed the door a bit, the seat cushion hit one of the little windows in the door and it shatered. It was actually rather amusing. Considering what had happened Kovacs didn’t seem particularly mad. But anyway, the point is that was the highlight of the day.

Other than that nothing of interest happened. I can barely even remember what happened. Typical. Oh well, time for social studies homework. And this should be interesting, since its supposed to be completely different.

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by tom