Archive for November 9th, 2002

ha fucking ha

Saturday, November 9th, 2002 at about 11:14 pm

ha fucking ha

Maybe that’s why girls aren’t any good at overseeing the systematic mass murder of an entire race. It’s too messy.

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by tom

waking hours

Saturday, November 9th, 2002 at about 10:38 pm

waking hours

“Debt on my head
Wasting time on my own

Sleep rescue me
Take me back to my home”
     &nbsp     &nbsp     &nbsp      - Weezer, “Dope Nose”

I think I’m afraid to sleep. Or something, I don’t know. I doubt it’s fear. But whatever it is, I’m not sleeping. My eyes hurt, my muscles ache, even my brain is sorta sluggish, but still I don’t go to bed. And I can’t figure out why. There’s probably a ridiculously deep psychological explanation for it. But far be it from me to figure out what that might be. But nevertheless, here’s a crack at what it might be:

I might be fearing the dreams. I don’t even remember dreaming for the past week or so. I’m sure I did, I just don’t remember the dreams. There was one about a boat, from exactly one week ago. We were on a Navy ship, and for some reason my dad was walking around and greeting people good morning. But other than this, I don’t remember much. So it could be anything. And subconsciously, I could be l loath to go back to them.

I might be worried that I’ll miss something while I’m sleeping. I don’t remember this happening any time recently, but it could explain something.

This is stupid and going nowhere. That’s all for now.

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by tom