Archive for September 26th, 2003

‘ we’ll cut and fade, after years of endless rewind ‘

Friday, September 26th, 2003 at about 4:50 pm

I’m beginning to think all change is superficial. Nothing ever changes. Life goes on, right? Always does. And when it doesn’t, when people die, well, life goes on for everyone else. Nothing that happens and nothing you do makes any difference. Make new friends, make new enemies, fuck everyone over and go solo. Won’t change a thing, in the end. Break up, make up, fuck up, give up, give in, anything you fucking want. In the end life’s pretty much the same. When’s the last time something really happened that radically altered… anything? History repeats all right, to the point where I’m pretty much convinced the world is on endless rewind. Nothing but variations on God’s first and only symphony.

The lightening is out, the rain is coming pouring down the windows. I want to go outside and scare myself shitless, but I don’t feel like getting wet. In the end, we’re all slaves to convenience. I don’t remember the last time it really rained hard, especially during the day. But then, that isn’t saying much. Could have been last week, for all I know.

background noise: “fear” sarah mclachlan [hybrid super collider remix]

   ”winter’s here….”

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by j. android