Archive for October 12th, 2003

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Sunday, October 12th, 2003 at about 8:51 pm

I spent Saturday night making muffins and reading. It was so degrading. I don’t remember the last Saturday night I spent alone. But then I guess that’s healthy, to do something a little different. We need change. But how do you know you’re moving forward and not making things worse? Change seems like a risky venture to me, I’m just not the type. Too bad I live in this world. Change may be superficial, but it’s still always demanding. And it’s always forced upon me. I don’t really mind, I guess. It’s just the way things are. I tend to accept things. But only after a good deal of kicking and screaming.

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