Archive for December 6th, 2003

paradise lost

Saturday, December 6th, 2003 at about 9:23 am

When I awoke Kimmy’s away message spoke to me:

i had a dream that alison and tom led a whole bunch of people into a barn and no one could ever escape and anyone who tried to come and save us was sucked in too, it was paradise but everyone spent the entire time wishing they could leave

I guess it sounds stupid, but that seems so deep to me I can’t even begin to explain it.

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by j. android

‘ just like an arrow through my heart… ‘

Saturday, December 6th, 2003 at about 9:20 am

God, these days go quickly. So after a fantastic performance in daring drag, I went to Zoë Swords’ party coming home and falling asleep around 1:30. My fucking alarm woke me up at 6:30, and I only got a little sleep other than that. So I think I’ll have to take a nap or something, because tonight’s going to be late. Last time I didn’t make it home until the sun was coming up, so who knows. But there’s no rest for the wicked, so I’ve got to write history papers and whatnot today instead of relaxing, and then go do our second performance. After next weekend, though, with the PLAN and whatnot, things should settle down. Of course, then Christmas will be upon us, and we all know how relaxing that is. But whatever. I’m going nowhere over break, so I will probably have more than enough time to sit around and do nothing.

background noise: “Cupid’s Victim” Tiger Army

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bite my cheeks until they bleed

Saturday, December 6th, 2003 at about 12:22 am

Man, these 14 hour school days really start to get to you after a while. But it’s OK, because the performance went well and life is pretty good, and I got to relax tonight. Gotta write history papers and whatnot tomorrow, though. That won’t be a good time, but oh well, it’s gotta be done. Ah man, I gotta pee again.

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