Archive for February 16th, 2005

do the right thing

Wednesday, February 16th, 2005 at about 2:03 pm

Habitat arrives soon. I’ve gotten almost everything out of the way except tomorrow’s math test. Which of course is now a big deal, thanks to the average grade of about a high C on the test we got back today. Eh, whatever.

Registering for classes next year, it sure is tempting to eliminate all classes that assign homework. Only problem is, I don’t really feel like going to the U of I and being bitter with my own laziness for the rest of time. So I do what I always do, which is knuckle down and take the harder option. Fucking middle class values, so focused on making sure things pay off in the future we completely lose sight of the here and now. But it’s so deeply engrained that doing anything else just makes me feel guilty and ineffectual, unmotivated and lazy. But I guess that’s the game.

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by j. android