Archive for October 1st, 2005

autumn kills

Saturday, October 1st, 2005 at about 6:52 pm

so instead I spend my days reading “Annabelle Lee” and watching the geese above the fields and feeling my spirits rise and fall like waves against the shore in our kingdom by the sea.

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by j. android

this is stupid

Saturday, October 1st, 2005 at about 8:15 am

Ah! How the time flies.

I have found myself slipping casually between the cogs of uncetainty and indifference, resulting in an almost blissful kind of uncaring. I dare not call it apathy. My days are occupied thinking about where the fuck I’m going to go to college (early action Stanford, and another list that I might intimate later on if the whimsy strikes me). My weekends are spent working and delicately seeking out oblivion in small quantities. My evenings are spent doing nothing, because I get home and want to go to sleep immediately (put off for a couple of hours only by miscellaneous tasks and idle chat). I feel a little warm on the inside — at once many things, all negating one another and leaving behind only the trace of themselves in some heat.

Luckily, however, I can still ramble like a champ.

With my probing psychological excursion finished for the time being, a list of places that I could probably spend four years:

  • Stanford
  • Dartmouth
  • Princeton
  • Brown
  • Northwestern
  • Pomona
  • Oberlin
  • Haverford
  • Amherst
  • Yale

What does one do with such a list, which I scrawled and folded and carried around in my pocket for several days? I don’t know.

background noise: “The Middle (Acoustic)” Jimmy Eats World [no kidding]

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