bored and delusional in champaign, illinois

I spent Saturday night making muffins and reading. It was so degrading. I don’t remember the last Saturday night I spent alone. But then I guess that’s healthy, to do something a little different. We need change. But how do you know you’re moving forward and not making things worse? Change seems like a risky venture to me, I’m just not the type. Too bad I live in this world. Change may be superficial, but it’s still always demanding. And it’s always forced upon me. I don’t really mind, I guess. It’s just the way things are. I tend to accept things. But only after a good deal of kicking and screaming.

background noise: “Passive Aggressive” Placebo

5 Responses to “bored and delusional in champaign, illinois”

  1. mark Says:

    arrr, sorry dude.

  2. name Says:

    lol!! muffins! lol!!!!

  3. tom Says:

    meh, what can anyone do?

  4. mark Says:

    fuck an ugly person. be nice to them before hand, and hit them and make them scared while you do it and abuse them and hurt them..

    they’ll never want to have sex ever again and have low self esteem.

  5. mark Says:

    no follow ups?

Leave a Reply