insomnia (pt. II)

I was just outside. It’s peaceful, this early in the morning. I can’t sleep. I’ve been up since 3:30. I’m not really tired, although I know I will be later. The cat heard me moving around and is yowling to get out of the basement. I think I’ll leave her there for another half an hour or so, for fear that she’ll wake the rest of my family up if let out. I hope I don’t wake them up, as I doubt they’d like it. Well, whatever.

11 Responses to “insomnia (pt. II)”

  1. theBABYsnatcher Says:

    3:30? kinda on the early side.

    I slept through most of my classes today. and what I didn’t, I don’t remeber. I think I was going to write something like ‘exept for such and such, which is vivedly imprinted on my conciusness’. But nothing is. suckoriffic.

    Oh wait. my schedule sucks. that’s it. Nice of them to schedule two classes for one period, TWICE. of course, 3 free periods isn’t all bad.

  2. theBABYsnatcher Says:

    Time is beginging to flow faster for me. It used to be that each day was an adventure, a new horizon for me to explore. Perhaps the current of life is speeding up, but that blows ass. All the days melt together, each indistinguishable from the last. Once every week or two I look up and think, Holy Shit! what’s happened these last two weeks? and I can’t find an answer. Maybe it’s cuase I’ve been so damn tired all the time. Perhaps becuase I really haven’t done anything of note recently. If the rest of life is like this, it’s really gonna suck. Time for me should not be one continous wave, everyflowing with my mind being able to skip back and forth across it. instead it should be a set of different jars that my counciousness is poured successivly into. That way, I can stay at one phase of my life as long as I can, and leave out the phases I don’t like. God, I wish.

    The long road awaits, a long journey, and to what end I do not know. I damn well better do something with this life and time I have.

    The parasite pulls another kilobyte of server space down it’s gullet.

  3. theBABYsnatcher Says:

    I wish I had a girlfriend. for emotional attachment to something, anything. and getting some isn’t a downside. it’s almost summer! alright, that’s waycoolawesome. I like summer. in fact, I hate winter. a deep loathing, like how anorexics hate chocolate cake. actaully, I hate it like fat kid loves cake. Winter depresses me, summer vitalizes me. whoohooo for summer. Let the funashelltitties time comence.

  4. name Says:

    Does anyone else get the sense that maybe uni kids need a better way to blow off steam than writing these long, pissed off messages, which is what we all seem to do.

  5. Anonymous Says:

    there seems to be nothing more exciting to do around here.

  6. tom Says:

    Sure there is. You’ve just go to look for it.

  7. theBABYsnatcher Says:

    don’t think of them as negative, think of them as the flip side of me not screaming my ass off through school.

  8. tom Says:

    fair enough

  9. theBABYsnatcher Says:

    yeah. I may come across as negative, but deep down I love little boys just as much as the next celebrity. I mean, I love my fellow man just as much as the next celebrity.

  10. tom Says:

    how noble

  11. lenny bruce Says:

    you don’t need to vent anything. shut the fuck up.

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